For the first time in 22 years, I’m no longer a student. My Master’s degree was officially conferred last Sunday and today I handed in my office key and said goodbye to the department staff.
My life ended up taking a much different course than I had anticipated. When I came to this large midwestern research university, I was enrolled in the History PhD program. Getting a Master’s was supposed to be nothing more than a hoop I’d have to jump through before I could take my prelims.
But over the course of four years, the department changed. We suffered an exodus of British historians which effectively crippled our British history program. Class offerings dried up, forcing Europeanists such as myself to either take classes that had nothing remotely to do with their area of study or load up on independent studies. Internecine squabbles within the faculty delayed much-needed hiring decisions. A poor funding situation was made worse by archaic and outdated departmental policies that royally screwed graduate students. All the ingredients were there for a perfect storm.
Even though the situation within the department was bleak, I still held out hope that, if I transferred to another school, things would be better. But I came to realize that, even if I got a PhD elsewhere, I’d still face a tortuous path toward employment. The Great Recession has devastated the academic job market as universities cancelled or postponed searches. More ominously, the Recession seems to have accelerated the move away from traditional tenure-track positions in favor of adjunct professorships. It’s not hard to see why university administrations like them so much. They get more work for less money without having to offer the possibility of tenure (or even benefits, in some cases).
Of course, this sucks if you’re a grad student looking for a career in academia. The academic job market has always been challenging, but most of us hoped that we’d eventually land a tenure-track position. Now, it looks like a significant number of new PhDs will be doomed to spend most of their careers as adjuncts, probably making only a little bit more money than they made as grad students. The real kicker is that, unlike our counterparts in the sciences, humanities PhDs can’t rely on a career in industry as a backup plan. If you’re forced to go into a field other than academia, having a PhD isn’t going to help you much.
There came a point where I had to ask myself: why should I pursue a degree that’s probably not going to get me a job in academia and won’t better my chances of getting one outside of academia? I still love history, but you don’t need a PhD to enjoy history and do the occasional bit of research. And while it’s certainly scary trying to find a job in this crummy economy with a liberal arts degree, it would be even scarier to be 30+ and in the same position.
It’s been a great four years, but it’s finally time to come down from the Ivory Tower.